I feel the walls caving in on me
I have hurt someone
I truly love
I wish I could've stopped it
But my psychotic break down
Got the best of me
Clouded my judgement
Through me under the water
Made me drown
I still am fighting for our love
Even when I know I messed it all
Up
I never wanted to be
Like the rest of your ex's
I never wanted to hurt you
Your the only thing I have
That makes me truly happy
Besides our handsome boys
I know I was wrong
But I promise you
I will be better
For you and our kids
I will make it up to you
Or i will die trying to
Either way
I would do anything for you
And i will prove my love
And I will earn your trust again
i know I can and
That's all i want is
For us to be a family
I want to have your last name
As well as our boys
I want us to live together
I want us to be us
Again