Drowning in my own Turmoil

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I feel the walls caving in on me

I have hurt someone

I truly love

I wish I could've stopped it

But my psychotic break down

Got the best of me

Clouded my judgement

Through me under the water

Made me drown

I still am fighting for our love

Even when I know I messed it all

Up

I never wanted to be

Like the rest of your ex's

I never wanted to hurt you

Your the only thing I have

That makes me truly happy

Besides our handsome boys

I know I was wrong

But I promise you

I will be better

For you and our kids

I will make it up to you

Or i will die trying to

Either way

I would do anything for you

And i will prove my love

And I will earn your trust again

i know I can and

That's all i want is

For us to be a family

I want to have your last name

As well as our boys

I want us to live together

I want us to be us

Again

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