I cried for you.
Yet you do not care.
I showed you that I was different from other men.
Yet you do not care.
I proved my love to you in so many ways.
Yet you do not care.
I stayed with you when all have turned their back on you and left.
Yet you do not care.
I speak to with respect and honor.
Yet you do not care.
I have shown you a bigger picture of our future together and taken the steps to make it so.
Yet you do not care.
I tell you, I just need to talk.
Yet you do not care.
I tell you I miss our friendship.
Yet you do not care.
I tell you that I love, need, and miss you.
Yet you do not care.
Here, you go, take the gun mi carino, close your eyes and pull the trigger.
As I feel the pain of the bullet pierce my heart. I think that now just maybe, I can rest.
As my body crumples to the ground, just maybe.
Now you finally see my pain; Oh now you undersstand.
30 Aug 2011
Bullet Love
Time to move on - that ain't gonna happen. Talk unrequited vs. never in this lifetime.
I visited and met your mom and dad
and little sisters, but you could not wait
for me to leave.
.
I walked you to school, carried your books,
met your friends and treated you
and the ladies club with respect until
you asked me to please go.
.
I waited after class, washed your dad's car,
bought candy when I arrived uninvited,
left with tears on my shirt against
too your harsh expulsion.
.
I guess you don't care and I am left
in misery, loving you perhaps too much.
One who loves this deeply and truly
hurts hard and the heart weeps.
Guess I came on too fast and free
and scared you into not caring
for me at all.
.
~A~