My Life, Even to the untrained eye it looks like a masive train wreck, To the trained eye it is so much more. it falls beyond a castrophic Disaster of mega perportions. The is not one single point of my life that my relation ship with her had not touched, not one single microscoptic area she has not influenced. She took me from the depts of hell to the top of the Gates of Heaven, I Love you completely and Unconditionally. After everything that had happened in the past(wether you told the truth or lied), I forgave you either way, it didn't matter. as long as you wanted to be with me and only me. Now your gone again. and I am still here. and I still Love you unconditionaly. I can only hope one day. maby you will feel that for me too. I Love You....