I was asked today "How do I know I love her?" At first that seems an easy question, But let's look at it more closely. What is Love? Is it a feeling?, a Emotion?, or Maby A chemical reaction?.. I truely Believe from the bottom of my heart I Love her with all I am, But! The Bible says the heart is wicked and will decive us. Do I really want to trust a heart that is wicked? so how do I know I love her? I had to sit and think about this one. Was it just feelings that were what I wanted to be real? No it has to be more. when I am away from her, I can't get her out of my head, no matter how hard I try. She completes me. She makes me happy with just a smile. she makes my day ok no matter how bad it has been with just a smile and a hug, even if we have been fighting. She puts my heart and soul at peace. I cannot sleep without her near. no matter where I am or how long she has been gone. even now I know when she is sad or happy. I know when she is mad. I also know if she is thinking of another, and that is not easy for me. I love her unconditionaly. even if I know she has done something wrong, I have forgiven her before she has asked or said a word. even when it hurts so deep that I feel it will destroy me. just one look from her and it passes. Would I give my life for her? without having to even think about it. I truely belive I would just react. even now.. She is not the first in my life. but this I sware on my life. I LOVE YOU KATY WITH ALL THAT I AM AND WILL EVER BE!! My Love for You Will NEVER Die...... he won't let it. Nor will I. I may never get to hold you in my arms again. But I will cherish the memories each and every day. I will Pray for forgivness and try to do what is right. by Both Jesus, and You. I know that it won't be easy. and to you this is meerly words. But as GOD as My witness I will not give up on our commitment. Even if we have been released from it. I choose of my own free will to uphold it, even if I am the one that broke it.
These words are not mine. but are the best description of love ever written.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I Corinthians 13:4-8