Goodbye and I'm sorry.

I never got to say goodbye

Never got to share my love

I heard you were trying to call for me

I'm sorry I wasn't there

I wasn't there when you most needed me

I lost you there was nothing I could do

If I could only say goodbye

I'm sorry I took so long

If only I had known

I knew you were in pain

Retreating faster day by day

Why oh why did you choose that day

The day I didn't want to go

A blanket of cold and fear encased me

when I heard them say "John just passed away."

I want you to know Dad that I love you

That I miss you

That I'm sorry I wasn't there to say goodbye.

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Tina's picture

Dear Amanda,

I feel you in this poem. I have to say I feel and felt the exact same way. Your writing is incredible. I love you and I know he forgives you - It's still so hard to believe he is gone - I still feel like he is going to walk through the door anyday! I love you and you are not alone - Love always your lil auntie

Mike's picture

Amanda dear,
you really shouldn't blame yourself for it all, really there was nothing you could do. Otherwise this is one of the more moving poems on here, though I think you should include a description of what it is about