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Gone
As I stand there, above that chair, a noose hanging around my neck, oh so loose.
The whispers of the world mean nothing now, I ask myself, what when and how, has this life deserted me, everyone I love, everyone I envy, do not seem to care about me.
Pandemonium, anarchy and chaotic jargon, seems all this world has to bargain.
With a quick swish life takes that chair out from under, leaving me hanging, in a life-ebbing slumber.
In a few seconds my vision blurs, every reminder that I am not hers.
My whole life goes by me in a flash, everything I am, was and could be turned to ash.
Whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger they said, what good is that quote when I'm dead.
Maybe one day, in another life, may you find space in your heart to be my wife.
One final thought, piercing my heart with sharpness, then, finally all I see is darkness.
Gone
Though life is filled with pain
to end is not to gain
to begin is to begin again
and life is filled with pain
never to live again
once you have chosen to end
some will end by choice
while others nature destroys
if youve been given a voice
Make living your choice
To voice opinions another day
be thankful you're chosen to stay
dont just throw away
the life for which others pray.......
Very insightful :) I am not
Very insightful :) I am not killing myself just dying inside, for a life in which my soul abides. Plenty pain, not much gain, all I seek is to live agian (and with fame)
I see
this life is not easy and full of reasons
why many have allowed their lives to just pass away
no real reasons for taking what nature should take away
not you me or anyone
gains anything from self destruction
or dwelling on it everyday.
the helping of others will benefit all so please step away
blinded eyes now open see day
the night a slight moment when we almost went away....
with me you're now famous each and every day
life is short. Do not miss what you need in this life today
every life is at a level, increasing more and more each day
if left befor finished, i soon will be given lifes power of healing
once and taken away....
no surrender no retreat....