Even though I don't say anything.
Somehow I always end up hurting him.
But when he hurts me "it's ok just don't do it again."
No more will that happen or be said.
Yeah right it's just what I keep thinking in my head.
I don't know what I am going to do.
If I hold anymore in I will probably split in two.
Everyday it gets harder and harder.
You'd think with all I've been put through I'd get a little smarter.
Hanging on to this pain cuts like a knife.
I just have to think I am in charge of something...
MY LIFE!!!