I don't know what to tell you to make you happy.
Before I get into that I want to thank you for loving me.
I can't tell you "I Love You".
Don't get me wrong in a sense I do.
I love the beautiful person you are.
I can't be with you are anyone else because of this scar.
I am telling you friends only.
I am sorry but that's just me.
You say I am leading you on.
If you think so I guess I am the pawn.
I have a lot of things about you I don't understand.
Like if I am so mean to you why do you love me and still wanna be my man.
The things you tell me I am unsure what to do.
Sometimes they just pop in my head out of the blue.
I can't tell you I don't want to be with you.
It's just it can't be now,because there are things I need to sort through.
Please forgive me,I am just being me.
I believe I deserve this time to be free.
I would like to be with you in due time.
If that's not good enough,that's fine.
I don't exactly know what to do.
I am sure you do...Don't you?
You said you I could tell you "that" and not be with you.
What good would that do?
Well I am outta here but before I do.
Just know I do love the greatest part of you.
And babe remember that no matter what "we" do.
Love,
Mimi
P.S.
Feelings subject to Change!!
I don't know when I will allow myself to be with someone especially you.I have hurt you too much already!!