Take my words.
Warp them.
Pry them from my fingertips,
Yank them from my lips,
My throat,
Rip them from my mind.
It feels like I'm falling,
Like I am
Falling
Into madness,
Because
When my reflection moves
While I stand in the still air,
Or when the breathing in the night
Is not mine
(And I live alone)
I find that the voices
In my head
Don't sound the way
They
Always
Do, and they have new
Names.
They cry out in terror,
"She's Bored! She's Bored!"
Although I have learnt to hoard
My stubborn feelings, wild as they are.
I keep them locked up in a chest.
But your touch trickles down my spine,
Breath hot against raised flesh,
Flush with passion,
Desire.
You trace spirit patterns
Across my skin.
Playing your cards close to your vest
While stealing away my every breath,
But
I'll love you still while haunting
All your sleepless wanting nights,
The ones where
I grow resentful of my cage,
Sleek white bones that circle,
Entrapping and binding,
Long grace reduced to
Unsteady
Steps
And
Vanished
Depth.
I paint my lie, a life,
Onto my face daily,
My brush dripping with paint
As it hangs from my hands,
Pigment
Pooling
Among the grass and dirt
While my mind,
Unusually blank,
Struggles to conjure an image,
Or words.
there is an art to writing poems.
And you are an artist. Conversely, there is an art to reading and reciting poems, I read this poem, I read it silently first, then I recited the words out loud, I spoke them tranquilly, then, I said them with a deep voice full of meaning...When we grasp meaning in its full context we see and feel moments much clearer... "freedom", lies within our own mind, it is a word... no more, no less, it is merely letters and syllables connected to meaning... My voice is different than your own but we both seek meaning in our own relationship to freedom.
Peace
Dylan
"One of the best results of life, is the torment of love"
Dylan Eliot