I can taste your anger.
It hangs heavily in the air,
Lingering there amid the harsh words
That have been spoken,
That have spun themselves like spiderwebs
Between us, waiting for me
To breathe it in,
To take it into my lungs,
To let it cloud my mind.
Waiting, and wanting for me to
Entangle myself in the silken cords,
Lose myself to the cloying scent
That seduces and destroys
With easy familiarity.
Your truths wash over my skin
Making their marks, marching
Over the tear-stained tracks inlaid in my heart.
Your raw fury strikes me
Where I am most vulnerable
Because you know how to hurt me,
Are aware of how best to break me.
But I will not be broken again,
I have shattered too much already.
My heartstrings that are comprised of dust
And old memories cannot be touched
By your flickering flames.
I had never thought to take
Comfort in the casual carnage
That laid waste to my mind
Those many years ago.
But now I can see that
Somehow,
Subtly,
It made me strong.
I will not partake of your poison.
You seek a reaction
That I am unwilling to give.
I won't give you that satisfaction.
This dance is fueled by anger and rage
The burning soul forged in flame
That roars as wild spirits sear each other,
Whirling ever closer,
Burning their patterns into
Each other's skin, a whirlpool
Of pain which drops
Great gouts of ash
In it's wake.
It's all in how people use
It's all in how people use it, and how other's choose to see it....if they are aware of their choice. Einstein said about the persecution of the Jews:
“Arrows of hate have been aimed at me too, but they have never hit me, because somehow they belonged to another world with which I have no connection whatsoever.”
—Albert Einstein ---Quoted in Portraits & Self-Portraits, by George Schreiber 1935–1936. AEA 28–332
...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "
Yep.
Agreed, but some people aren't aware that they have a choice. Most simply react.