No matter what
I stood by you
I don’t suppose you realized
I was standing alone.
Did you see?
When the threw the
Stones at me
And spit in my face
They laughed you know,
Some still do.
But I didn’t buckle
No…
I didn’t fall.
I did it all for you.
You were my prize
…When can I have you?
Why didn’t you see?
They pinned me to a stake
Cast spells on me
Mocking me
As though they could
Actually believe it’d
Make me shameful
Guilty
Think twice or give in.
But I didn’t and I never
Will
I will always stand beside
You
I will not fail
I will not deceive
Nor betray
I wish you could’ve
Seen it
I have to admit
I was pretty brave
I don’t suppose you
Could’ve stood up to
All those vicious words.
They hurt you know.
I never failed you
But I realize something
I failed myself perhaps
Maybe in all that time
Believing in all my selfless deeds
I could prevail
Rising above all the tragedies
Of life
To find in the end I
Would be left to reside
Upon my pedestal
With you.
I was a blind fool
I was a blind fool
Maybe I was selfish
Only hoping that I
Would gain your love
And support
Hoping one day I would
Have your shoulder
To cry upon.
Hoping I would see you
Standing beside ME!
Absorbing and repelling
All the hate the world
Has to offer.
I never was one
For happy endings.
But once in awhile it
Would be a nice change.
-A surprise at that.
I really do wish you could
Have seen me...
I WAS BRILLAINT!