The Tracks are rusting
My train won’t go
Slipping into heaven
Is a one-man show.
With a tip of my hat
I bow to the crowd
Their silent faces
So deafening and loud.
It escapes me
To think I never realized
The pain here
I never understand
What it is I fear,
But now I’m willing
To give in
And able to receive
This offering.
Is it love
Or just another
Dream, I’m dreaming?
Is it real
Or just another
Word I’m speaking?
I’m trying to survive this
I’m trying to deprive
Myself of this.
But it escapes me
To think I’ll never realize
The pain here
Never understanding
What it is I fear.
And I don’t believe
I can
And I don’t believe
I will
And I really don’t
Think I want to.
And it escapes me
To think I’d never
Realized the pain here
Always understanding
What it is I fear,
It’s here!
I like your style Red Spider :o) It seems like it was so easy to write. You're able to express your feelings in brief lines and rhymes. It's a pleasure to read.
Good poem.