Picking out the lies
I wonder what’s required of me
Now society has perverted the best of me
I want to explain
Perfectly
No wait, just complain,
Physically
I want to bruise your emotions
To the point where they bleed
For taking part in fucking me
I walk around
In this cloud of confusion
Being blinded by your sterile illusion
The one by which
You judge me by
I’m flawed, imperfect
To the point of being diseased
I’m vulnerable and frail
Down here
On my knees
I was an easy target
One you couldn’t miss
But as the rain hid my tears
I found that I had fallen
And my ignorant feelings
I couldn’t resist
Now I’m the loser
That’s been declared
Sitting here under this park tree
I know my love for you was true
But why’d you play this game
If you truly hated me