Running away from a reality
The one that I refuse to let be
I shut my eyes
Pray that I go blind
Hide my heart from this pain
Whispers, in corners,
He’s going insane
I still relive the memories
I’m always there
Can’t stand to be here
Do you remember
Do you
The park, the hotel
My name is Tom Hook
I’ll draw you a dozen roses
I even proposed within a poem
The trips to the cabin,
The plane to Disney
And the trip to Vegas
Or maybe you recall ice-covered Niagara
Getting stopped by the cop
For speeding coming back
Then there were the two-day trips
That we spent in Atlantic City
These days all replay in my mind
Then I see me crying
Seeing all those wires
On her little body
Running away, unable to deal
Praying to God this ain’t real
She has to live
The both of you
So much time
Can I get it back
Without you two I know
There is a major part of me
That is lacking
I keep asking
I keep asking
Help me
My family
I’m stripped
Vulnerable
You’ve never seen me this naked
Easy to hurt
Can you resist
Is the revenge the push you need
In order to twist
Twist my heart
Till I’m broken
You know you have the power
You call the shots
I’m waiting for the hour
That I can be a father
Be a husband
Be a friend
Like I always said
I love you
Always and forever
Until the end
Another dose of bitter medicine. Keep well? CM