big eyes and long lashes

i get mad when i don't have all your attention
and don't get me started on the fantasies
and how i think everything that comes out of his mouth is so funny
and when im standing g around him my palms get so sweaty
and how i like to gaze over at him when hes not looking
and i just love his big eyes and long lashes
and me writing this makes me think i will never get pass this
i hate being so obsessive
i know i sound like a clown
but it seems like he is the only dude that wants me around
that's why sometimes i think its not all my fault
like he doesn't always have to text me back
and make me laugh
sometimes
i wish he just would say he doesn't like me like that
but instead hes always saying how i should come over his house
and out of all the seats he sits beside me on the couch
i didn't want to blame anyone else

Author's Notes/Comments: 

made this a while ago bout on of my cousins
yes, i had a little obsession with one of my cousins
well its over now
it doesn't matter

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I like the honesty

I like the honesty