expelling my thoughts im spittin spells
casting them upon those around me and myself
fighting of the demons the minions of hell
working up my confidence time to leave the back shelf
or should i say burner its all the same
just trying to conquor this game
that we all play in, some win, some complain
i aint no sore loser im losin and only im to blame
must grasp the reins and take hold of this horse
casue only i can get this bitch back on course
and of course i writhe and bitch with remorse
but at the end of the day it could all be worse
so in order to do this im gonna go to school
cut back on the drugs and quit actin a fool
i have been to loose with myself gotta tighten the spool
like macklemore said bein 25 and livin with ma' really aint that cool
but im only 22 homeless and depressed
going to college to try and impress
me, ya see ive never done that i confess
that ive never been proud but i must digress
cause you see as im typin the words im writing
this a freestyle on a keyboard im fightin
like some kinda warrior to make myself noticed
so i can one day say i USED to feel hopeless
so good bye to you all i gotta get back to work
but i had to get this shit of my shirt
i meant chest but it all works
i wrote this in 31/2 minutes insteada workin bet my boss'll think ima jerk