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I have been growing weak
As i wallow through these passing weeks
Baby i miss ur kiss on my cheek
And wrestling with you between the bed sheets.
Im sorry i havent stayed in touch
Boo, i dont wanna cause you strife
I dont wanna hurt you anymore gotta let you get on
with ur life
Tryin to let go as i think of how u could have been my wife,
My girl,
U were always my whole world
But now my world is shattered
Through out space the shards are scattered
I fucked up bad, now the pieces are impossible to gather
I now understand i can never make it up, we will never be
Together
Never, ever, again there is no happily ever after
Ill say it for the last time im sorry,
im just a stupid bastard
Ur heart is locked for me
Just wish i could get the password
Spiraling into depssion, nothing good i can forsee
Never wished death on anyone
Just hoping for it to be
a sudden event
That suddenly happens on to me
Not down the road preferably shortly
Now dont look down on me simply because i wish to be deceased dont you get it girl ur the one who implanted this disease
this disase that made me sweat, nauseous, oh how it brought me to My knees
This disease
The one that makes me clutch my chest, noticing how hard it is to breath
My face now against the ground my tears swirl with the dirt
i know how u feel but have u ever considered that i may have also been hurt
so go ahead move on as i burry myself in this earth
consumed by time and nature
i die, feed the ground and finally rebirth
maybe in that way love may act like a circle
just pray
I dont come back ur way
cause i might do something horrible.