Don't know if I'm living today/
The sky is blood red and gray/
The harsh Winds of Life whip at my face/
I feel closed in by the Walls of Mockery/
Paranoia sweeps through my mind/
Taking away any traces of reality I once owned/
I curl up frightened, alone and confused to what is going on/
The colors change from a rich rainbow to the deepest of black/
My chest tightens and no air seems to want to enter me/
No more life, dear God, bring it back/
I have been buried one year today/
All mourners are gone and have forgotten about me/
But there is always an Angel at my grave/
For the Angel got tired of me in life/
Left me to die/
Now this Angel visits me everyday and cries over me/
The Angel realizes how much he misses me/
I love you dad//