My Suicide

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Suicide Poems

I want to die, for this is no lie,

I get in his car and begin to cry

asking myself, Why, why did she die?

There's a song on the radio that is driving me crazy it makes my mind put up a fight

I start to grip my seatbelt tight

Is this guy really singing "I don't want to die tonight?"

This world is so blind so much it can't see

If I told you I wasn't crazy would you believe me?

My baby is gone which has left me here all alone Nicole, you died

God promised you’d be here with me but I guess he lied.

So here I sit beside the driver's seat

With a gun in my pocket and a letter that I made sure was written very nice and neat.

Good-bye world, I shout out loud Good-bye heartache,

Here I come; Nicole for tonight it's my life that I will take.

One finger on the trigger.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this poem on my 19th birthday, sitting in Wal-Mart's parking lot. It was a day after I had miscarried at 10 weeks.

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