Why do you cause my mind to spin out of control?
Swirling whirling twirling, thoughts all scattered.
Mistakes and mess-ups, are often made these days
Cuz I can’t think straight when I’m anywhere close to you.
My life makes no sense anymore, everything’s changed
You walked in and it all went flying out the window
All my dreams hopes passions don’t even exist anymore
All because of you and the aura you represent
My life has gone to hell and still you bother me
Taunting daunting haunting, my every thought
Making me less than what I am, what I was
I just wanna be able to have some control over myself
With you around it’s not possible, it never has been
You control me and all aspects of my life, my soul
I try to get away but realize I can’t, I’m trapped
Prisoner of my own mind and conscience
There’s no escaping my thoughts or you, you’re always there
There to bring me down and suck the life from me
There to smash my desires into nothing but dust
There to be the cause of my death one of these days.