When a couple reproduces
They hope that their child thrives
Their expectations soon diminish
As the tally numbers five
Expectations begin eroding
As the number does increase
Hopes all but diminish
As one's progressions quickly cease
Their seemingly constant silence
Leaves them lost amongst the dark
Their once promising future
Now seen as nothing but a farce
Once perceived as normalcy
Has now overtaken themselves
Feelings hidden for decades
Can no longer now be shelved
I once had 20/20 vision
But my eyes know that's a lie
I'm left stumbling in obscurity
By the blindness of my cries
You're my one and only hero
I hope that one day you'll recognize
That regardless of your efforts
There was no preventing my demise
You're my sunshine amongst the darkness
That will soon be overcome
No tears can relieve the pressure
Of my fingers on this gun
Your dreams themselves may picture
A human greater than myself
But those dreams will far exaggerate
The quality of the human's ashes on your shelf.