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"mother"
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Family Poems "mother"
you never cared for me
i was a plague
a disease
sharp like this knife
you gut my heart
with so much ease
as if my whole birth
was nothing but a tease
just so he'd stay
do as he please
forgetting your child
his soul
his pleas
sorry, and i do care
come from broken voices
i can't believe u
look at my choices
i'm your blood
yet i see in your eyes
i'm lower than crud
just an ole' dirty shoe
drowning in some mud
i feel u and him mock me
bonded me in mental chains
with no intention to unlock me
i'm your son
but still i think
you'd rather have shot me
threw me in a river
and totally forgot me.
theres no way i can deny u
you look just like i do
go ahead do an inspection
just don't forget
that scar you got
from the seacection
plus we share a last name
not to mention
the same complexion
so its up to u
to make a correction
u could have saw a doctor
if i was such an infection
with all these feelings
i just can't comprehend
how now that i'm grow
you call me a friend
with hatred and pain
my mind has already filled in
the thoughts u have broken
so don't waste time
trying to spend
words that mean nothing
to a boy
u can't ever mend
your recycled emotions
really tend
to lose flavor
like a fashion trend
stop playing family
your no good at pretend
i've gone as far
as i can bend
its time for this to be over
time for the rouse to end
inclosing i will finish
the last line
with out a rhyme
with all that i feel
i still love u
mom
Idk if it's true feelings you're expressing, but I do understand it as a 28yr old woman. To be able to still say you love her shows strength on your part. Very sad & sweet @ the same time. If you have time, check out mine. "Help me, Help you". =}
~perfect love~
In general this is more of a teenage possessive feeling, expressing in angry formation, for mom. This happens to many children. All the more if the mother divorce and marry again. Here the emotion is in good display.