My Feelings For You: Hate
You are mindless, naive automatons of a place
a place I hate, a place I despise.
You are symbols of everything I hate about this town
I hate you.
My Feelings For You: Love
You are strong, and rarely hurt me.
You are sweet when needed
I've learned to ignore your weaknesses
and promote your strengths.
I love you.
I feel for you both these things...
these conflicting things.
I am torn apart by them,
as they fight among themselves.
And as they collide, I vary from them.
I hate you, yet I love you...
by them, my destiny is insanity.
I vow that
by the time that I am done
in this Purgatory on Earth
Heaven and Hell it is from,
I swear I will be away from you.
I will get away from you,
away from the pain and the conflicts...
the confusion I will escape.
I swear it.
I only pray that by leaving I will not hurt you.
You seemed shocked at my tears when
I found someone from my life of old,
you seemed hurt at the prospect of me leaving.
I can only hope that when I escape,
I will not take your hearts with me...