Empires fragment.
The provinces become empires.
Divorce occurs.
New unions are possible.
But I was your child
Not something to be colonized.
Or maybe I was crazy
Because I thought you said
I was your child.
You saw me come home from school,
But you didn’t see the fat fag
Roaming the high school halls.
Or the scrawny punk
Who still had something to hide.
You whined about your childhood
And expected me to appreciate mine.
I appreciated my time
Spent in cities and urban sprawl.
Then I was punished for the mud and the holes.
There was something twisted inside of me
When I saw good-looking youths walking past me.
I had to keep quiet
Because you told me I would fall in love
With a female.
One with large breasts,
I would add.
Then I had to be shamed
Because I had kept quiet
For too long.
You decided to be tolerant.
You expected me to fall in line
Because you had laid claim to me.
Because I had been ripped from your stomach
That many years ago.
Because you failed to see
I had attempted to escape
Many times
Since the original departure.
You expected me to call you mother
If you could prove
I was a child.
Or maybe you were just bitter
Because I was too young to be your father.
Maybe you were just playing games
Because it’s hard to stick your fingers inside of you
When you have your own sons
In the bed with you.
And you were a fool
To see it as some war of independence.
It was an Empire
Making its own assertions.
She's abusive, controlling, has a double standard.
Don't parents just suck?! I have trouble finding
good things to say about mine too. I feel for you.