I feel them dying, I just never see the corpses.
I understand birth, it is life which mystifies me.
I could come to grips with abandonment, it is the mentality which I deny.
I would be heroic, if heroism wasn’t a cover for shortcomings.
I would save people, if I could avoid the saved.
Perhaps I would even come out, if coming out allowed me to be honest.
The honesty is protected by lies.
The lies maybe are not so guilty.
The betrayal is something like loyalty.
Loyalty to self, when the others don’t matter.
So little people talk about being big.
The big look down
and see giants at their feet.
Their feet are accorded little status.
The kickers of this world are given attention
only in spurts.
Because who needs to see our slaves
killing those
who would enslave us?
Who would enslave us?
Horrible monsters?
Or kind people,
with too much time on their hands?
Because the blood on mine
is seeping in.
I see my victims becoming me
I see myself taking on their traits,
and losing my identity,
but still,
victimizing.
I Like this poem alot. You are a really deep writer and it is some good stuff.
reminds me of scathing fingernails
I like this poem, but i think u can make it longer .. but i don't know if this is all that u wanted pertraded ..
wow.. moving.. i love the line " the betrayal is something like loyalty. Loyalty to self, when the others dont matter".. great line..
<3 Katherra