My Retarded Boyfriend

So damn sick
Fed up with him
Drooling and acting the fool
A little boy
Never a grown butt man
Has no idea how to please or take care of a woman
Can't even tease me into awareness
Everytime he tries
He only winds up
Digusting me even more
Trying to rip his fat fingers
In between tender folds
As if I were a toy or a cake to be devoured
Hurts like hell
But does he even notice or care?
Hell no!
He's too busy
Giggling like a kid
Poking and prodding
In ways no sane person would dare
So clumsy and stupid
I'd leave him
But he's the one paying the bills
Would dump him in a heartbeat
But then I'd look bad
In front of all our friends

So instead I'll take the lesser of 2 evils
Gurananeted to keep him and me happy
So what?
You ask
Am I gonna do?

Simple
Starting now
I'm getting me some real action
A little on the side
Something extra
Something he's never gonna know about
Cause he's too much of an idiot to see it
For as long as I want and with whoever I want
I'm gonna be
Cheating on him
My retarded boyfriend
Who I love and hate
With all my heart

2011 Ramona Thompson

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Re: My Retarded Boyfriend

I read this poem and I thought *yikes*!! It stunned me,I do not judge people or their decisions for topics of poetry or choices in life and I refrain from criticizing anyones style. That being said,,this poem seethes with resentment and given the premise I understand that..disregarding the topic which some could say would be controversial I am simply going to say that the Talent is there in your expression,description,vivid even if uncomfortable imagery...It stunned me and HENCE,,drew-me-in..which is a sign in my oppinion of your poetic ability..like a bad car wreck you just can't keep yourself from looking at it snared me and for that alone to me shows Talent..You have made me curious to read more of your works...Keep it up...raven_hair...