Death Is Now Acceptable

Note-written from a very dark place a long time ago. Found it again and wanted to post it to help others who may be stuggling with their own mental health

 

 

Don't wanna live in this dark void anymore

Everything from me broken

All of it drained and lifeless

This I hope will be the last breath I ever take

Heart just too heavy to carry on anymore

 

It's all just too much

Stressed to the max

 

Now all I ache for is the release of an eternal slumber

One less day upon this dreaded earth

Where I find I am so very lost and unhappy

 

A time of endless solitude where no one can ever hurt me again

Clear and free of all the pain of the past

Calm with no more storm to fight back againest

Evermore silence to enjoy

Please, God, Please

Take my hand and guide me to this new paradise

A place where there are no raised voices or fists to ever again reach me

Breath a new freedom into the life for me to come after this

Let me break these prisoner chains of a joyless existance

Evermore keep me only within the reach of Heaven.....

 

Safe forever more from the Hell a false love made of my life

 

2023 Ramona Thompson

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Cherish all the little things

Cherish all the little things

Hear the lark, hear how he sings

Or the sound of children laughiing

Or the sound of children laughing 

Something's wrong, I just know it

Even obvious to me, you show it

Love is why I'm here today

I'm listening, you'd like to say

'Fuck this life! I want to die!'

Enlightenment. Give it a try

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thank you  

thank you