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My minds joke
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Added in 2011 For me, it’s like some cruel sick joke,
A rewinding of time in an instant of hope,
Why must my mind remind me of us?
A time when I learned men love just for lust.
Walking alone in a strange new place,
The smell in the air, a warm wind on my face
Then the warmth of your touch began to fill up my mind
Like a serial killer sneaking up from behind,
Tears filled my eyes like a bat to the face,
I can’t remember a time when I felt so misplaced,
How can you affect me when so much time has gone past
On a park bench nearby, I finally found peace at last
With my head in my hands, I remembered that night
And I don’t care where you are, I just want you to die.
How can you affect me when so much time has gone past
**Reaches down and rips the arrow from her bleeding heart***wow,,this one hits home in one clean slice...it's been 6 yrs and I still think about him..having moved home,,afraid to run into him and afraid not to..we don't work in soo-ooo many ways but he dug his way into a part of me that even now despite my own self-disgust STILL,in some f#$%k'd up way belongs to him...like a scab I rip off again and again with a thought, a flash of memory and it refuses to heal, I HATE him..and I hate myself for every time he crosses my mind..let's form a club,,or get a club and bash their faces in roflmao..then there would be no faces for us to remember...ok gonna go take my Bi-Polar meds and a valium lol..This one is just too true for me but I love it for it's honesty....you-go-girl YOU ROCK!!! Hugglesssss your friend in agony.......raven_hair
Bonded
You know, poetry hits us all in its own special way. sometimes I write for days, months trying to get a feeling out and I can't, then all of the sudden the words are there; but there not mine. This is what I love most about this website. We are sharing our pain, our love, our lives with eachother. In the chaos of all of our lives are the cries of others too. You said it best, like a scab that was ripped off again and again this is what love does to us. I am sorry you had to endure this pain as well. do not hate yourself because your beautiful, just let him become more distant.. until he is gone.I think we should bash in their faces!! LOL jk ok.. so where did you put your Bi-Polar meds.. now I need some ;) lol Take care! Can't wait to read your next masterpiece!