It's a strange realisation
and the quaintest sensation
when you realise you are lost inside your head
Those feels you've been hiding
rollercoaster, spinning, sliding
just a few of the motions that you dread
Because when thoughts come haunting
from those situations, dauting
you tuck them safe away never to be found
And although you seem just fine
you'll realise that in time
you'll dig yourself much deeper in the ground
So lost in your own memory
that it's so hard to really see
that what you are missing is still there
Inside the deepest places
along with feelings and faces
you're walking in the darkness and despair
Feel the urge to fight it
yet you stumble into the pit
and more and more depression falls your way
You keep on believing
that it's you that you're seeing
when the image in the mirror slips away
Accept that it's you there
when you contemplate your own stare
within that shattered mirror on the shelf
And cry those tears so lonely
for you, your one and only
and finally, perhaps, accept yourself.
Even at 3:20 in the morning, this poem is still so beautiful.