An attempt to understand
all that lurks within
turns back to the man
with an evil grin
Just push me one more time
maybe I'll fall again
take all that is mine
give me all your pain
I thought I knew the truth
about the life that I have got
but I saw right through
and saw that I did not
I have no right to live
when you suffer every day
just words I have to give
and then heartache I pay
I cannot comprehend
this life with you here in it
I'll just sit here, pretend
that I was the one who did it
I don't care anymore
about my feelings deep
I'll cut these emotions raw
drown them in my sleep
For the man watches me
and he knows my every move
hang me up for all to see
what have I to prove?
I've tried to understand
all the feelings that I hold
but he has something planned
leaving me out cold
Take all of my pride
let me suffer in my guilt
then finally I'll hide
with the blood that I have spilt
another puppet tired
cut these strings down again
another bullet fired
Let me wallow in my pain.
That is sucj an intense poem i wish i could write that well.