Perhaps on this day
you chose the fruitwood bench
because it faced the far side
of nothing.
The lady who sat next to you
was cross-legged with intent.
Her hair was black and coiled
and dripped with apathy.
Her face was a certain
punctuaion mark
that I couldn't recall just then.
A period. I'm sure of that now.
You could smell the fear
that I hid in my pockets
just moments before.
I careened my way
towards the salt of your tears.
There were no questions to be answered
or words to be heard.
Just the shock of one emotion
cutting through the air.
I was destined to walk through
those doors
and ignore the man
who was manning the desk.
I was destined to feel
the eyes and the ears
and the drafts from the
wrinkled bodies
who walked the halls.
And on this day,
I was destined to fail
as a daughter.
Although it stood with me
"the best I could" never exited my body.
It was
like sap from a maple tree
like nails peirced half-way through
like an exit wound.
I brushed on the surface of things.
I could not heed the warnings.
After jabbing what seemed to be
words at the woman who
fell victim to your cause,
I returned to you.
I did.
I returned to you.
Your cheeks deflected
what little light was left outside
and your arms were quivering
right off your body.
I saw them fall to the ground
and roll next to your feet
which were next to my father's.
There was no blood.
Or stench.
There was nothing obvious
or relenting.
After a few moments
I began looking for another bench,
one made of blackened iron,
scorching.
But then I realized
the sun was already dying.
:) does this mean you are back?
That opening line was amazing! infact the first three 'paragraphs' really hit me, the way you describe things is so out of the box and yet fitting! I hope this means we will be seeing more from you once again
Much Love
Ashley
I agree with rabbits, I hope
I agree with rabbits, I hope you are back in action. Beautifully written, and i dont have to tell you how much I adore your words. They always have class, style, and mystery. Welcome back!
"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.
:) she is one of my fav poets
:) she is one of my fav poets on the site so excited to have her back!
Much Love
Ashley
Thanks you two! Hoping to be
Thanks you two! Hoping to be on the site more often. But when it strikes....it strikes!
:0
I hear ya ohh do I hear ya
Much Love
Ashley