It was the day I witnessed something
The day I twisted into nothing
My other beings surrounding me
from the frail and meek
and confused little me, afraid of everything
beneath my feet
and in the sea
When the wind catches each
particle, each one when touched
poked or caressed
ripples through the earth and air to reach the other one
creating a vortex world
one where each being can long for
forever
through music
and words
and the cells in our bodies
that make us tighten our muscles
and relax them again
when we breath
This is my stream of consciousness
Where I belong
Where you belong
The days are long, yes
The frailty runs deep
The days are gone, yes
The dark ones have now become
my shadow self, adrift into mist
but with rigid form
And the other being,
the child,
the one that cowers at compliments and
positivity and love,
remains there
coiled and afraid until I run to her
like a mother wolf ready to protect and keep and love
and see
fully
My shadow self, my former self, my child self
With me like the wind.
Each one with a certain scent like
the sea breeze, the honeysuckle, the morning dew.
Each one with me.
Sometimes surrounding me. Like orange cones,
sometimes fenced in,
sometimes up above
watching me
for me.
Sometimes behind me, pushing me, prodding me
Sometimes ahead of me,
gently tugging me through
Sometimes beneath me
breathing in air so deep
it lightens even the water within me
and I become free
These aren’t just the words I live by
but the ones that have
awakened me.
The ones that have made me see me,
beyond me.
The ones that make me see you,
for you.
To come,
to arrive,
to survive
this place of being,
for you
I see you
because I have seen me
completely.
Hits hard and home. Lovely
Hits hard and home. Lovely write. Excellent piece for reading aloud.
"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.