Take me home Lord, I do not have the time
to pursue a selfish love, to stand in the fire lane,
to impede the flow of patrons who enter
a wordless zoo.
“oh, I think I love you”
I must follow the doctrine
of how to consume correctly.
I must be steady.
I must be a fool.
There is no green-ness in your eyes
that I can not find.
Perhaps I will read your words in reverse.
And the saints will refine your edges,
make you sinless
and smelling of grass
and pine
They will paint a picture of romance
on your brow, one that can not hide
the look of surprise,
of doubt
of anger
of the malice that circulates within the confines
of your brain
“oh, I do, I love you”
It’s the pounding on the pavement,
that liberates the letters
from the words
They are not taken back
or stacked against the pragmatic static;
unheard behind the curtains
unfurled and unwanted
or hidden behind walls
but written on them
You are a novel sir,
one who calls women madam
And your name is forgotten
your name is short
for the purpose
of being instilled in my memory
unfree and once bleeding
It is you, for I do not love you, sir.
There is a revolution ending, Lord
Here, where the brownness of my hands
have been branded
and traced back
to a time before the people fought
to erase the tracks and slashes
on
their
backs
to
land
back
here
Take me home, Lord
I do not have the time
To find a new place to breathe again.
This is an amazing write. You
This is an amazing write. You never cease to place a reader in a world unknown to them, yet vaguely familiar all at once. We derive what we will from it and that is the infinite practicality of poetry, it is the entire wonderful purpose, which you have always had a knack for from what I have read of you.
This one for me.....places me in a world of street walking... hearing bits of lost, broken conversation from strangers. Then, buried in a library, putting up a good book once and for all, I go out into this world and feel as if I know something detrimental to my own life. I leave awakened to an epiphany of sorts, but not yet knowing what it is or why it came to me in such a manner. So I just shove my hands in my jean pockets and I walk slowly, forever knowing everything.... and yet nothing at all.
Eternally,
I am the greatest of fans of your poetry, your masks, your beautiful sketches of brief moments, your small victories with paper and pen.
"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.