another black hole
that won't let me see
i know it's out there
i've waited
wanted
wasted away
waded up to my neck in loneliness
how long will this content outlook last?
a few days at best.
there are no reasons for my dissatisfaction
everything is here
except for one.
i could have it too
but i'm hesitant.
it's great
but i'm wary.
it wouldn't be fair
i would be getting the better end of the deal.
and what if if doesn't live up to my dreams?...
my unrealistic, impossible dreams.
i'm sorry for this all
i want to be the one getting hurt.
day after day i can feel it growing
how long until it can't be supressed?
one day a star will fall
one day i'll understand it all.
That was an awsome poem!