rediscovery

another black hole

that won't let me see

i know it's out there

i've waited

wanted

wasted away

waded up to my neck in loneliness

how long will this content outlook last?

a few days at best.

there are no reasons for my dissatisfaction

everything is here

except for one.

i could have it too

but i'm hesitant.

it's great

but i'm wary.

it wouldn't be fair

i would be getting the better end of the deal.

and what if if doesn't live up to my dreams?...

my unrealistic, impossible dreams.

i'm sorry for this all

i want to be the one getting hurt.

day after day i can feel it growing

how long until it can't be supressed?

one day a star will fall

one day i'll understand it all.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i love my inconsistency with punctuation

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Marie Custer's picture

That was an awsome poem!