summer 2002

maybe if something actually meant something to me anymore

then i would care

but my mind has gone numb

is everything really as pointless

as it seems?

poor concentration

socially withdrawn

yes, it's true

what i would give to have something be meaningful

something new

i can't live the past forever

but i'm doing a pretty good job of living it right now

you think i'm not alone?

maybe you should rethink that

the moments i live for don't come very often

sometimes

there aren't any

just silver stars dancing around my head

taunting me

Author's Notes/Comments: 

the end is rather abrupt but oh well.

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Marianne Chrisos's picture

maybe if something actually meant something to me anymore
then i would care

so very relateable. I'm glad you wrote again.