she can't thank them
for their gifts
they mean nothing to her.
she is numbed.
she is dull.
indifferent to everything
outside of her wildest fantasies
she has been struck
until
she cannot feel anymore
and i see my face in hers
i look in horror
as i realize
my wretched ungrateful being
wanting something that is
crazy, that will never
ever happen
going through life like this?
i can't do it
i'll be trampled on
by everything
that i am unsatisfied with
Wow! This one hit kinda home (cept the "she"). Very nice dark poem. Nice style. Good imagry.