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She said, “I love the Lord

& won’t dare stray from

my belief.”

But it was her sinful body

That tempted me.



She said, “I will remain

Abstinent until I am married.”

But the way she walked was

too much for me.



I wanted so bad to respect her

beliefs and her values.

But I knew what would happen

if we continued.



She said, “I love you & I don’t

want this to end,

you must understand I don’t

want to sin.”



But it makes me wonder why

we kiss.

Why we do that and this.

Why do you touch me the

way you do?

When we’re alone and you’re

in the mood.

Why do you allow me to touch

you between your legs?

And when I want more you

make me beg.

Why is it I can view you nude?

But if I ask to make love

I’m being rude.



Isn’t it a sin if you

think it in your mind?

Yet you say its okay to sixty-nine.

What is the difference between that

& a little grind?

Do you think the Lord is saying,

“That’s okay and this ain’t?”

Do you think your intercourse restraint

makes you a saint?

If you think Hell is hot, you should feel

my fire building inside.

You are making it real hard to

continue to try,

to remain abstinent.

Because I am becoming Hell-bent

on making a sinner out of you.

And I will take the punishment

the Lord will ensue.



It’s quite obvious you’re a natural

at giving head

But I’d rather be between your legs

instead.

You don’t seem to know how your

moans & groans torture my soul.

Makes me believe abstinence

can’t be your goal.

You always let me know how wet

you get,

but get offended when I want to

stir in it.

Don’t you think its strange,

when you’re in my mouth

how you call His name?

Was it a sin the last 69

times that you came?



You take me to church & want

me to pray.

After, you take me to your house

for hours of foreplay

From my point of view,

By not making love to you

It really feels like I’m the one

Getting screwed

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Gail Brown's picture

Single christian women NEED to hear this peice. This is a very common problem, and I have never heard it dealt with so directly. If you can't stand the heat , STAY OUT of the kitchen. Good job!

ultimprv's picture

Been there, done that
got the 'T'-Shirt on it...

Much Respect, One Love
One

Thought does precede the action of a sin
and there is no such thing as
half a sin - but
there is no way
one could fein off
the onslaught of lust or worldly desires
within the lower chakras
without being a saint

in all truth - you both settled for less
you in hopes - you may have her entirely
and complete without limitations or the bounaries
of wedlock

she in hopes - she may have you entirely
and complete without limitations or the boundless
evasiveness of wedlock's absence

Much Respect, One Love
One

Karyn Indursky's picture

I've thought about men and women in these kinds of situations many times. If they're thinking and doing almost everything, but IT they've still sinned. According to their religions, they shouldn't be thinking or doing sexual things. So, whether they're giving or getting oral, fingering or being fingered, having foreplay, and what not it's just as sinful. They just want to believe they're innocent because to them it's the worst thing in the world to be unable to be the innocent before the Lord.

Nicole Workman's picture

terribly ironic isn't it. the good girl seeks so desperately to be bad and yet limits herself, never realizing she is already in trouble.

Tawanda Roberson's picture

FELT!!! I loved this. Your rhyme scheme was on point. The message was penned majesticlly. Feeling this piece definitely! Well done poet.

Katherine Neitz's picture

I love how your poetry always seems to just flow off the tounge. This poem was amazing, one of your many bests. Where do you think up such ideas?