At the age of ten
my manhood began
my mother alone nurtured
me with her own hands
her husband my father
made his presence unknown
for years to come
leaving his wife to work two
jobs to maintain a steady income
for a long time we
expected dad to leave us alone
how to responsible he had not shown
as a boy I left my childhood behind
to help my mother time after time
I could play with my friends no more
Had to get a job at the cornerstore
I stored resentment against my father
cuz sending child support he never bothered
he left us no financial support at all
and never even bothered to call
to see how we were doing or if
we needed any help
he was a selfish man consistently
thinking of self
as I grew older I got into trouble
had a few fights
things with my moms got bad and
never got right
I had no respect for anyone
including myself
feeling of hurt and anger was all
I ever felt
I ended up getting married
and had a kid
I ended up doing the same thing
my father did
I left my wife and child in the dust
without a fight and without any fuss
I was never a track star but it was
obvious I liked to run
I guess its true what they say
like father like son