In times of sure uncertainty, I pray,
but not to Love or superstitious Chance;
I ask but for a smile through the day,
for pleasure garnered by a wave or glance.
In time of dark dismissals and details
and imaged blunt refusals for me pains,
I can't but pause and think of 'if this fails'
-- and, folly-filled, I hope that pain remains.
What burns behind this feeling that I wish
these tiny somethings left, and nothing more?
Departure from this catacomb'd abyss
would journey me where I had been before:
the sea of blankness, normalcy, decy,
and whirlpooled darknesses sense ne'er betrays.