Time
I keep a time capsule in my heart.
My heart beats against it,
and sometimes it bleeds.
Hidden there,
the capsule does not rust,
it does not open, unless
I find something new,
something else
to put inside it.
I put the memories inside.
I put the laughter, the jokes,
the coded phrases,
the constant grins on my face;
I keep the hard questions,
the harder worries,
the dark decisions outside.
But there are times I cannot bear:
I open it at times,
and the power inside
those crystallized words
and nights and voices
pulls me in.
I hide inside
the capsule without
knowing, but always
find my way back
out again
burning in the night