I can't believe it's got this bad
Possibly the worst I've ever had
I should be happy, and calming down
Instead I'm cryin, can't help but frown
It's weird to think the other day I was giddy
Forgetting about everything, I'm such a diddy
It's not like i ask for this feeling
So why does it find me so appealing?
I've got plenty of things that people want
That I would never take for granted or try to flaunt
maybe I'm just an ungreatful bint
maybe someones trying to give me hint
I can barely go a day without feeling crap
It's as though I feel its all a trap
If only i knew how to let it out
the fear, the worry, the tears, the doubt
It's like I'm ashamed of the way that I'm feeling
And my lives on a hook that someone's reeling
I hope some day i'll stop feeling bad
And on that day I'll be so glad