Ignoring the voice in my head

No I cant hear you

Stop calling out to me

Its not that I dont want to

I cannot, cant you see?



It's dicipline, yes thats it

I'm just doing as I'm told

but it's like not putting your jumper on

even when your cold



You do nothing but hurt me

you just make me feel sad

but even when i miss you out

i still feel just as bad



I wish i could forget you

but no one really can

its not like i can say no more

and put you on a ban



I tried to get some help you know

let them know how much i try

but then im left with no choice

and it makes me want to cry



They all do my head in

thinking they know whats right

but after a day without you

it keeps me up all night



I'd love to have you with me

every second of every day

forget what might not happen

ignore what my head has to say



Forget being afraid of you

For get all the bad

Cos you're the only one to comfort me

when everything else is sad






Author's Notes/Comments: 

weird faze i went through

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Adrian Charkman's picture

I know EXACTLY how you feel. I went through this phase too. I'm actually still going through it. I could have easily written this poem, but this is really good. I wouldn't have been able to express my thoughts that well.

Keep up the good poetry.