It took everything in me to forgive you
This is a pain like I'm not used too
Enormous drag on my emotions tearing me apart
I can't look at you without that ache in my heart
I'm not the one who jaded you
I'm not the one who betrayed you
You don't owe me anything
I'm just as much to blame
I live with my regret everyday
I know your in better hands but I wish you were in mine
Failed attempt at the forgiveness I can't seem to find
Sometimes I wish I missed him as much as I miss you
Haunts me like a lover I never got to say goodbye too
Tried so hard to let it just slip from my mind
But it sticks as if its one step behind
The fight left tears and blood on the floor
Feeling drained like I can't take anymore
To me it looks like a work of art
All that comes pouring out my heart
Forgiveness:
I like your poem; it portrays your loss very well, evoking emotions through good descriptive lines. Like the rhyming too.
http://www.postpoems.org/authours/a.griffiths57