Stale

Night fell on the concrete lot

Smoking a cigarette, I found god

He looked worse for the wear

But who am I to compare

He told me to ask him anything I want

I asked him for a billion dollars and a lunch

He didn’t seem all that amused

But I wasn’t trying to be funny

He left

Walking off with a burnt-out cigarette

Hanging like a prophecy from his old, dry lips

I curse god a lot, I know

I like to poke fun at the crazy tyrant

He just pisses me off, acting like that

He’s so serious

And so mean

I think part of it is that

I see so much of him in me

And I hate it!

It’s always embarrassing to see oneself

In the Father

And embrace it

The disappointment stings

Like no other

So I finish my cigarette 

As he hops in the cab

He flips me off as he leaves

And I call after him

“Bye, Dad.”

 

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