Shame stinks
Like fetid, rotten-tooth breath
Like sickness,
Long sickness, that seeps into your skin,
That slowly eats your joy bit by bit
Until you can't even remember that you're sick
You just drag from place to place,
Dizzy,
Tired,
Stinking.
Shame reeks
Of failure, disappointment,
Disgust
You wear shame like a mask
And make a habit of lowering your face
So none see you wear it
But they smell it
Shame
To say I know shame would be,
In it's own way,
Disingenuous
The cologne of shame has become so normal
I'm afraid I don't even smell it anymore
The only way I know it still clings to me
Is when someone looks at me
And their nostrils flare
And their lips curl
And they try to hide it for pity's sake
But we're so ill-equipped
So unguarded against foul smells
I see it
Baby girl I know shame
It lingers all around me
In some way
I am shame
That is
I am ashamed
And I'm only glad
That you never saw it
Anguish radiates from this
Anguish radiates from this poem like the foul light of a noxious star. Society, which is merely a sum of fallible human beings, imposes shame upon those who are true to their nature, upon those who love according to their nature, and upon those who do not care to conform to expectations. And the final two lines introduce us to one of those rare people who are not daunted by the imposition of shame. Bravo!
Starward