Have you ever...?

Have you ever felt so scared or lonely or like everyone in the world has let you down?

Have you ever felt like you can’t get out of bed and start the day, because something so bad happened the day before? Something so unforgettable, something you’ll remember for the rest of your life?

Have you ever felt so sad that you want to cry but you’ve cried so much you have no more tears in your eyes to cry because all your tears are gone?

Have you ever felt sad but glad? Sad because he left but glad because you know he can’t hurt form the everlasting pain and scars that the fire left.

Have you ever felt so mad at god for taking him away the one you loved so much but you never told him that and now you wonder if he knew?

Have you ever had so many questions you didn’t get to ask because you never thought he would be taken away just like that.

Have you ever felt like everything you do is wrong even if it’s right because it simply feels wrong?

Have you ever got mad because he’s gone and you know he can’t come back and you wish you could just say your last goodbye?

Have you ever felt like you want to laugh but you cry, you laugh because it takes you back to when he was here and you cry because you wish he really was here?

I have I’ve felt all of this and more. Just because of one simple accident my brother is gone and will never come back. I know we will someday reunite in the Kingdom of heaven. So I let god’s purpose for me work wonders for him.

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He knows... There are no

He knows...
There are no words for your words except I can only hope to understand. Heart songs are so full to bursting beautifully over the page, hugs.


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Thank yhu he passed away and

Thank yhu he passed away and I was lost I didn't know who I was without him. It was always me and him not just me and not just him. We were 8 yrs. apart though.


*Life only gets better*