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I find myself writing again,

Not because I want to,

More because I feel I have to,

Thoughts of my past inside my head,

Things id thought id locked away,

Locked in a place and thrown away the key,

These thoughts I think,

I wish I didn’t,

Making me cry,

Making me angry,

Making me confused,

I feel as if im nothing.



When these thoughts come forward,

All the pain, anger, sadness id lock up,

Come to torture me again,

I feel so small and vulnerable,

Insecure, more than normal,

At times I loved you,

Now I hate you.



I feel like im all alone,

And like you never really cared anyway,

A piece of me still lies broken,

But its not my heart,

Its inside my head,

That piece in my head that loved you,

Lays shattered still,

Im not sorry for leaving you,

Because I know youd never forgive me anyway.