Spiralling down,
Towards a black hole,
The never-ending doom below,
Thinking of things I shouldn’t,
Thoughts crossing my brain,
I haven’t thought of these for a while,
Memories surfacing again,
Past,
What happened,
When it happened,
Why it happened,
Unhappiness filing me again,
Just like old times,
Fear rising along with tears,
Old wounds re-opened,
“Blood” flowing,
Darkness setting in,
Fear surrounding,
Self hate like a blanket,
Just like old times.