Its only this way for me on my own,
It was nobodys fault it was all my own,
Feels like everythings wasted forever,
My fault, my fear, turning against me,
I feel so transparent,
Like im not there,
But its all my fault anyway,
I cant always live with the guilt,
How do you live with it?
Give me a syringe,
Let me inject the pain for you,
I dont feel like sharing,
No matter how loud im screaming,
I know you can see right through me.
I cant take this life anymore,
There are somethings too horrible for words,
I made this mess now its over,
Everythings a lie now,
How can I be truthful?
My weakness, my fault,
It all becomes me,
Its all my fault,
Im on my own now,
Believe me when I say,
Its all my fault,
Its why im all alone now.