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Depression

Its only this way for me on my own,

It was nobodys fault it was all my own,

Feels like everythings wasted forever,

My fault, my fear, turning against me,

I feel so transparent,

Like im not there,

But its all my fault anyway,

I cant always live with the guilt,

How do you live with it?



Give me a syringe,

Let me inject the pain for you,

I dont feel like sharing,

No matter how loud im screaming,

I know you can  see right through me.



I cant take this life anymore,

There are somethings too horrible for words,

I made this mess now its over,

Everythings a lie now,

How can I be truthful?

My weakness, my fault,

It all becomes me,

Its all my fault,

Im on my own now,

Believe me when I say,

Its all my fault,

Its why im all alone now.

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written on 22 april 2008

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