RIVER OF TEARS

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Depression

The tears fall but I dont know why,

It hurts inside,

It hurts to think of memories,

To pull them from the ashes,

I want to know why I cry over them,

My heart burns and aches,

Of all the things I dont want to think of,

I want to know why it still hurts,

How you make me cry,

Why I hide away from you,

I wish I didnt cower at your name,

Curl up and hug my knees like Im insane,

Why do you haunt me?

Why do you haunt my mind and plague me?

I dont understand,

Someone explain it to me,

Am I insane?

What did I do to deserve this?

Cant you just leave me alone?

My eyes sting from floods of tears,

Cheeks sore from the salt,

Swollen lower lip from chewing it,

All I wanna do is cry because of you,

Yet I dont know why,

It hurts inside my heart to think of you,

Its slowly driving me insane,

Im over you,

Yet you haunt me and my dreams,

Youve become my fear, my hate,

My Demon.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

meh... he is not worth my time yet he haunts me...

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